Trouble At Home

here, have a say.

A call rings "chelist your brother in trouble".
Out of all usual issues, why legal trouble?
I swear if i could cancel, I’d really do it double.
Override the entire upcoming still to get faced
yesterday the girl I have crush for, said boyfriend arrested
relieved but at a side sad her emotions adjusted
in console I said shit happens, shit came home unexpected
I’ll defend my little man just hate gaining record.
Always believed I’ll make it in record time fluctuations fades hopes.
Paps looked and taught nothing, I learnt void from it
that occurred because I never knew the nigga
he never appeared when i didn't need the nigga
they say long gone but obviously that’s a ninja
wish I break it, irrelevantly I did spoke late
I frequently feel that interests are all made baits
so forgive for when I return not using the gate
say something, remind me June back (2010)
critically scared as she cried hurt in the back
I sworn, I blamed him for heredity pack
unless come clean its all gene fault
never praise raising a hand though my blood is bold
thickened from past hate that I kept in hold
that thought of making it filled heart ready to be sold
oh god let not prison mix with reputation
a bright start end with dark amputation
Certainly blood sacrifice won't hand him life ammunition
should I let rain pour while I’m still building a ark?
Sometime later as we dig we'll reach the core yolk
trouble also heavily affects the big town york
hate all extra times I waste working backwards
knowing the paint colour is red in the background
talent isn't enough wisely I was told
sorry, is my future that I’m currently try'na mould.

Druged Pleasure

Influence can lead to discovery....

The devil's drive is over
Faded in deep ecstasy high till she slept over
Designed the dream soon heavily fell colder
The room shaded with odour that match her terrified look as she turn sober
A naughty stranger for a prey, innocent pre-sellin’ her soul
With teases to unleash silver ink home
Hell broke loose as we crossed over to the zone
Tool radar indicated that hot spot the same i used as hole
Yelled harder, so bumped rougher neglectin’ the pace like ex con
No cover, she pissed wouldn’t feed shit as she got piped
So pined as possible reality visits lady wonder
Eyes red pondering the next move moulder
Funny the name didn't sink so then she screamed nigga, nigga
Echoing music to accelerate, it got furious with seed egger
Seem bold dirty don’t guess the stick stink finga
Maybe visa else so versa
Hide the C book, strict clean judge disgrace from your situation
You claimed wild, actual bad happen baby no simulation
Regretted pleasure filled her lost found mood
She forced the fake smile so smooth
Then named me the official dean whose so hood
So king I’ll rule the pussy maybe for good
Soak in; add taste that’s coke powder
So keen, row spill Flow River then grow flower
Suck off all deeds, ticket left no power
Intoxicate with fame all seem blur memo
brak weak but I made the scenes with that emo
Genital geographical animation like animal
Denial, certain she'll crave any more

Life Stages

Let’s go where life want to take you as long as your instincts directs you there as well.

I know this life is hard to live right

That’s why everyday I still fight

This stage is when I device a huge fright

Although I’m cashless right now, I’m here to compete

26 letters, plan till there’s food for everyone to eat

Being me is in me like I’m one blood complete

Test me for I ain’t a fraud persona

I never enforced anyone to consider me bright personally

It’s just so gruelling to conclude not convinced

I sweated every phase that I ever reached

At first I felt different then had to embrace it

Started just as an negligible nerd till I raised me

The next will be me out there living it all at one

A nigga could only be granted one life

I’m 21, at this age I’m also thinking about a wife

Days are too short to delay till you fully beard and grey

Hate or love each determines progress

It’s so significantly fluttering though you ain’t saying congrats

Some say, same shit, hey it’s just boring

Flourished in a style that makes other rain on ‘em like pouring

Routine routes that distinct me foreign

Keep hollering, that’s all I need to get my stages going

Lost Love

This is dedicated to the love of my heart, for i being far and lacking communication with her kills her deep inside.

I hate my life right now, how can I convince you, my love?

Me missing you is a trauma but i hope you ain't doing any drama.

Patience, believing if we survive this we would be fine forever.

Wonder never, if ever would we settle to family ever

Because you'd always be the one through varied fever

All problem life throw at us with love they are resolvable
We isolated by ferocity distance that’s why we divisible

You may think I’m enjoying, wish I did too but without you true joy become so impossible.

Dammed lady understand that I fucken miss the hell out of you like crazy.

Not calling doesn't mean I don’t care, I just don't have.

I know what I said on April fool appeared kinda real

Hope it ain’t responsible for your respond to be rare

Turn to be selfish at times, but sometimes i do learn

Call me stupid but I’m still the same stupid you felt for and did love.

Like I you're lost, not to worry my heart will find your love.

Sitting in this box, I’m praying it’s not too late

I desire not to witness when the perfect two fade.

Best Of The Worst

 I know what you're thinking..... I am not really having grudges agains anyone but i simulated for you.

Stubbed in the back but with time I healed quicker 
Instead of struggling to get back I'm getting better
Amazing how we manage this far together without a speaker

But the graph shows some uncertainty towards me since

They both independent on each but ain't on me for an inch

No offense to the ex & why, but this sparks a sense of hilarity in essence

Boy u scared she could still, got you wonderin' about a fence

I guess you should consider

Like if i put 5 bricks, 4 you blow 3 and put two

Would it make the wall mine or yours if it was to be owned by one?

I'd hate to be her, suppose is a dilemma that ain't won

Forgive for I did not alert, the damn battle is still on

So let’s act to our mutual like is all okay

Let’s not talk about chicks like there’s no pain

Let’s let her confused, like is sort of a game

Let’s, let’s, let’s just fuck each G.O.X like there’s not rule to obey

In the end we just gotta face the joker card

I hope I'm wining when I see you two losing some parts

Sluts get it that even if we reunite won’t be similar to before you broke hearts.

Hope you still remember that annoying message about sex king

Hope you clearly recall what I said about our end and kill

I never understood how the fuck a lady takes short term assets as keen

But for all I care now you both could take yo honeymoon to hell.

Yeah it’s a long story but to us is still so memorable

Aren't you ashamed nigga, your selfishness is undeniable

I did you favour but for me you made it unfavourable

That was the last time I'll kick start an idiot scavenger

I won’t let a bitch ruin me by unnecessary anger

Never, now judge me and say never too

And bitch don't you dare ask me if I ever want revenge

To hell I said that now you can kiss my dick to full range

Hoe you're the worst best girl I ever had

And dick you're the best worst friend I ever had

Game Change

This lines were one one my experimental line, how i wish you could actually hear this. 

anyway drop some comments below.

That krypton, to that chi-town, that fly shit in ma uptown.

I'm living it, I'm saving it, handle it like on my laptop.

Who’s getting it, who’s feeling it, who sharin my blood top.

I've done it, I've killed it, now tell me who’s level to compete with.

Tell me who gave you that obligation to fuck with me bitch.

Me have overnight success compared to ‘em hoe witch.

I eat ‘em y'all niggas such as my last sandwich.

Shit glowin’ now, shit blowing down, she said she’s living the life now.

I ain't fallin’ for that, yeah girl not ever not now, uh.

‘Em Sissy niggas fuck with me, but i ain't blaming ‘em cos that's closest they ever get to plain foul.

They ain't gettin it please Prof De Layed, please teach em mo.

I don't sporticulate in any way but man i really ball.

In the game we bout to excrete em, like its abortion.

Success, we get it in different sizes call it unfair apportion.

Smear all ‘em faces with a hot surprise lotion.

Fetch boy, get this cash quick, light motion.

Get the taste of this life, could've sworn its custard.

Since I’m feeling so big now, I’m growing mustache.

Fake niggas a holding it down, like some froze mustard.

Just wait till the sun comes out, they turn to bastards.

The routine suddenly flipped aside, accept this new shit over here.

Estranged Peace

Ofcourse it was an enviromental influenced track, i see the things that are bad too... and this is what i came up with. say something

I will keep fightin'
you know i keep hustling
i aint no angel, i aint got halo
takes an ordinary nigga to realise ordinary struggle
leaders keep the fraud
and the peace become fragile
the moments we charish, usual ends up fatal
i feel like all cats should be labelled sympathetic, parasitic or mutual
cause enemies keep waiting, for that revenge moment to grap
homie keep talking, but we know thats crap
i aint talking hate, nowadays the love is gap
pleasure is rare, not everyday you hear the gasp
we all tryin'a live, survival of the fittest is all you get
drive me insane and i'll drive you to hell
devil busy pullin' and lord is there to bless
nation so polluted, they all admit the blame
why accept if you aint extingushing the flame
they all work-up over money and fame
looking in the back view, life looks like a game
speaking global, none of seemed friendly
land so wealthy but the kids so hungry
why fight power on people by making them mo angry
dealth ends everything, for a bully that seem angry
i wish we can make priests presidents, well they'll think politic and play violent
nothing is actually perfect, i guess they just bio-brand
look how we come from nothing to something then back again
decently speakin every individually is pushing for the gain
every step we ever take is like planting grains
maybe this world is another planet's hell by the pain
multiple fields of industries, all brough civilization and side effects
vodoo magic peeps why you messing up my reflects
it didnt just happen over night, consipiration depends
my bigges wish at the moment is if the enviroment could go to reset.
The outcome burns on to be shit
there is not much of a point to highlight on an empty sheet

Emotional Drift

 I know you love this more than i do, i even thought this is my weakest lyrics but hey i did write it didn't i?

Dina, Dina the love of my heart
Spend some of our lives, that is themed like art
Believed it to be special but turned to be fart
Decision, Decision so what you gonna opt
I paid lot attention to u still indebt
You only show what pleases your friends, where’s your true feelings kept?
If hard trying isn’t enough then honey what should be done
Moving in constant , cats & rats like fun
Volatile minded-girl, fades with the sun
Love everything about your features, only hate the acts
You highlight the fake, temme how will I paint it with facts
If delivering love was like mail, baby use the fax
Can’t read your clues, maybe if it was in text
Those hints are never coherent
May think I’m a fool but full of comebacks
Now all we have special, are snapbacks
Oh my love, i wish we could go back
I hate this emotional drift.

The One In Fact

 yeah it does mean shit, i know i know this some shit i like a lot too....

Bitches ask how u do, how u feel in this new stich

Doing good, feeling hood in this shit bitch

Same niggas, some of them fell for this bullshit

wachu doing, how u roll, why flipping papers like it don mean shit

Keep us thrilled, keep it real, keep it realer than the rest of shit

What would you do if you had that fame & all the lights?

Would u stick to the flows & rip it tight?

Would u yield so huge, wen hater fight?

Have your name cleared up wen the night is darker

Get better if the press write u sucker

Always back yourself up to this mothafuckers

Then they ask do you think u deserve to be here

Wouldn’t be, if i shouldn't be, suppose i didn’t be

Then who else would build game, amuse the fans and tell it beautifully

The game become rougher when u include the bully

Then you'd truly discover the dully u recover there be on u fully with no cover

Since you ain’t got idea on how real this become

Then you'd be intrigued what’s going down in ma dome

World of law and kings the feeling of Rome

Working restlessly on sleepless nights just to own the throne

The greatest young star in a flesh

When this is over you'd say I’m the chosen in fact.

Success Over Failure

Here one of those lines you sit and think damn most of the lines hes spit are real, well i wanted to give my lyrical abilities abit more broad fire.... get it or should i demonstrate?

Is working for the excessive needs out of the question?
Nepotism when most creeps get in the industry in an exception
Rappers nowadays spit fake lines to deliver deception
Only truth in ma verses, bet I’d pass the honesty test with exemption
I’m getting better instead of saying I’m having it all
Them imaginary status collapse along when they fall
Because of that i never really show off how tall
Haters say its wack but do lovers care?
I get better with every challenge, so please dare
Not familiar with native Lang dope words, lets be fair
The outcome jealousy leads to discriminate
The main hope to terminate then cremate
Even if you succeed I’ll rise from my ashes like phoenix
Now you bout to sell me lame words with addition of false suffix
Wish i was a freestyler, so I’d win battles
Funny how most guys at ma age would poppin' bubbles while I’d be poppin' bottles
Quickly Indulged unto rap game, by utilization of charisma
Handed ‘em haters Something to judge, enhance fake criticism
Bow before this wit enthusiasm, compared to christinism
Make use of me before i proclaim communism
Soft niggas a never real, saw one doing his baby mama manicure
I know success comes to us each like we're in queue
But Moment by moment a bright mc trips to ridicule then melts into use-to-be statue
Then I'd be invited for a hit with ‘em fallout artists to their rescue
I will wont leave with my last hope clue.

Kronic Wonder

This written verse was copied from my line while responding to lines of  Kagisho"Kronic" Shai  (of the D.OX Group)'s reply freestyle on his status on Facebook. This follows the previous post i posted earlier read the following and tell me what you think. 

Complement on ya rap, the shit expressive
I never expanded, guess it makes me impressive
I’m only a writer; I call da shit such as yours expensive
My space is flexible to any shape, highly defensive
I ball very hard, please officer charge ma for being offensive
Still spitin' da hottest breeze you could hardly defuse
Ain’t got work out ma swag, da shit is difficult to refuse
Ain’t gota crew, I bet we could explode if we fuse
Few years ago met with da black D.OX Kronic wonder himself, then had a plan
We talked about gangstarizm and how success is yet to come
He said hez known locally 4hiz debut release but made me mad and wana be
Now I’m dreamin’ higher than nigas’ at ma age cud ever be
If u ain’t got plans take all ya cash and invest in ma, coz later I ‘ma be at benefits.

Embodied Party

Do you know one of those days when you're just going with everybody then end up being in front of them all? when i was just doing my freestyle to one of my homies' status on facebook then ended up writiing something I'm proud of. here read and throw your comments.

The route's clear and ma nigga I’m so flawn
Construction in da works, grass chopper peckerin' her lawn
Rude at what I do, think I deserve da virtue crown
Call me floppy nerd, but I party than your whole crew
Steal da show quick, ‘em nigas say I’m fame crock
Mixin' sum real purple shit, call me "lean" cook
Smok't ma crack all night in da deck pack
My night was bad, and da chick was black
How'd i get wasted, and then returned back?
All money teeth rot, blame ma swag plaque
I do this for my ville, you know its D.Ox
Leme be faded in da xo, you keep your detox
No longa shop, numba1 customer at da kiosk